Gwen: Jie I'm like forcing myself to eat!
My sister: Why? *with the :O face*
Gwen: Cos I feel like eating.

AH AH AH. I JUST EAT EAT EAT D: Please recognize me when school starts!

MY MOM SAID I LOOK GOOD IN PONYTAIL! :D

I TOTALLY AGREE! Thing is, I look good in everything! :D

Don't give that EE face. It's christmas! Season of giving and encouraging! :D But christmas is over! :( BUT IT'S GOING TO CHINESE NEW YEAR. Season of, of. Giving and encouraging!So. Gwen looks good in ponytail? :D

Say I look good! Or.......

I'll get vicious! (How unglam :/ )

SCHOOL'S STARTING IN LESS THAN A WEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

GYM WITH SHUWEN LONGLONG TME AGO

She looked like she was working really really hard eh? Just see below!

SMS-ING!

MORE SMS-ING!

AND SAYING HI! :(After gym, we tried out the steamroom! :D It's REALLY steamy, AND FUN!

:D :D :D

And sorry Shuwen, exposed you :x But truth is, I stopped gymming earlier than her and bugged her to leave. Hur :p

Take a look at things in a whole new perpective, in God's. It's not where you are, it's where He is. It's not looking holy that is holy. It's just, having a heart surrendered to Him. It's not feeling holy that is holy. It is, in the midst of everything, knowing He is God. Listening to Him, loving Him. Being willing to be used by Him. There is no specific criteria to what is holy. No specific behaviour, no specific words, no specific character. It's in the midst of being just the person God made you to be, using the talents He's placed in your life for His glory. Being yourself, loving Him in a way that touches His heart. Seeking to live a life pleasing to Him. Always willing to learn, knowing that we are not perfect but He is.

Christmas services have been awesomeeee! A-W-E-S-O-M-E! :D Hee. It was pretty tiring no doubt. But the breakthrough that I've received through it all and the presence of God I've felt tell me it's all worth it.

And now I know there's many areas in my life that I've to work on. I ain't gonna shut my eyes to them anymore! 0.0

Lalala. Vera was highhhhh throughout everything. She was singing singing and singing. But issues in my life and thoughts in my mind made me just shut up even though I'd like to get high :( Vera is an inspiring girlll. She is. Her blog :) I LOVE HER.

And so, I didn't sleep on christmas eve night. And left home for church at 615 am :O Haha. And on my way home from church with Jane, I completely couldn't exchange more than a few sentences with her on the train and konked out. The next think I know I was at Jurong already :p Haha. And I was stil blurry. Like walking around with my mind sleeping. And I woke up this morning, had my breakfast, and fell asleep not long later for a while :x

I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORK TODAY. AH. I don't feel like! :/ AND SCHOOL IS STARTING NEXT WED, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? I can't!

Next few days are preetttyyyy packed. I must enjoy myself before school starts! Ah ah ahhhh. Lala. I feel that I'm a quiet girl. :D

I HAVEN'T REPLIED TAGS IN A LONG LONG WHILE!

TAG REPLIES-
huishan: HELLO HUISHAN! See you soon!! :D Hee.
ghimmy: You're back ghimmynoob! :p Call me when you're in my church for christmas kkkkk! :)
vera: tsk!
jane: tsk tsk!
b0ib0i: HAHA i took quite long to reply your tag :p
shuwen: I LINKED YOU :D I'm gonna upload the gym photos soon!
MAYLYNN: See you on Monday! And I updated already! And leave your link behind leh! :D
yuzhen: We're meeting soon!! Yay!
JANETOR: Haha I realized I reply tags really slowly, cos we've alr met and thursday has passed :/ Too bad you can't join us for christmas :(
VS ZS cum n318 cgl: Haha yooooo! :)
elaine: Choir party was alright only :/
junqi: :D Heehahoooo.
JINGYING: Where's the dvd >:/
Winston: YES, lunch lunch lunch!! :D Haha. This sundayyyy?
ziyi: :p maybe it's not the things I do nor the songs I sing, it's just that my mei li wu fa dang! And what's one of your wishes! I'll try to grant itttt :D
cwan: You also never put the copyright symbol on your posttttt! Lala.
eleanor: Go ngee ann go ngee ann! It's near my house, then can come my house teach me history every exam! ELEANOR. Yeah our cell is gonna breakthrough :D
charlenecharlene: :D :D :D I'm feeling sleepyyyy.
Eleanor/Cwan/Jean: Y'all bake cookies without me, HMPF. Nana.
JUSTINE/SERENE/ELEAN: You all tag at my blog without me :( :p
sherlyn: I know lor. Lynette is your friend right :p

Just when you wanted to tell me my hairstyle is always the same.. Look at last time! I did have a variety of hairstyles! :D

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Past few days have been great :) Had pm at Jean's house yesterday then went to Seewan's house to bake cookies! :D Haha I had an awesome time! Baked more cookies today :O This time without the help of anyone. And and and. I ate alot of cookies, and and and I had a bad stomachache. Haha it isn't the cookies I baked! Right? :D I made a giantttt cookie which looks like an omelette. PROUD OF MYSELF!

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I am feeling tired alreadyyyy! But I can't sleep, not yet.

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CHWISTMAS IS COMINGGGG. HAPPY. EXCITED. OVERJOYED. HOORAH!

And n317 is breaking throughhhhh :)

Christmas has a deeper reason than just merely presents, cards, trees, my cookies. It's all about love, grace, peace, hope. Reconcilation. God. :)

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Christmas service is gonna be awesome, really. With a heartwarming and funny musical, and a carnival, and awesome christmas carols, how can one spend christmas to its fullest and best other than in these services? :)
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Falalallalalalallala~ Merry Christmas everyone! I hope y'all would have a good christmas!

HAHA! :D --------
[zHeN] - GaMbatte! says:
eleanor.. give me ur address too ba
eleanor says:
address
[zHeN] - GaMbatte! says:
haha
[zHeN] - GaMbatte! says:
yup yup
eleanor says:
real house addd
[zHeN] - GaMbatte! says:
i dun wan fake de
"When more could be said and done," says:
AHHAHA
"When more could be said and done," says:
:x
"When more could be said and done," says:
got fake one meh :x

Lalala. Elly is lag. Really lag. Haha and funny.
Very cute! :p

I wish for:
(a) Emily to be happy, and call me more often!
(b) n317 to breakthrough, and have forty friends for christmas, at least!
(c) For a more intimate relationship with God, for a happier Sexy O., for a united 4o8, for a closer relationship with all my friends out there, for me to be a blessing to all the people I love, for a saved family.

I had 6 wishes in my last wish :p

My love, forever! :)

Everything's been great for me. Have been really pretty busy! Met up with Sexy O. (without Huiyun :( ) on thursday and today for lunch. Had christmas cell on Saturday. Had Girls night on Thursday night. Had tuitions. Had OC trial. Had much conferencing.

I LOOK FAT IN PHOTOS LEH. I'm not fattttt. I hope I'm not. Tell me I'm not :D I ate chocolates and grapes at two plus am just now. It's three am now. Think I won't sleep until five plus. Hee. :)

The the shirt I was wearing in the picture above is given by Emily! Can you see can you see? I love like adore it! Jean said it's niceeeee. Alot of people conclude I like wearing TRANSPARENT clothes. Haha I don't! I don't mind translucent though.

Oh and and my tutor uses personification when teaching Chemistry! I don't know how to explain, but he goes: "If the ion is more reactive, it doesn't want to react. It just wants to stay free and remain active" I don't know, something like that. Funny? :D It was pretty funny when I heard it during tuition. But everytime I review something I thought was funny, it ends up. Not very funny :/

I INSIST I CAN MANICURE. Right, Charlene? RIGHT, SEEWAN? (If you don't be nice to me, no christmas card :p)

Two weeks before school starts again. Eggcited :D :/ Hehe. Happy holidays everyone! Yay going to be sec two next year! :D

I seriously tried changing blogskin lor. But it's taking so long for me to get everything done. It's killing me. Haha I'll continue another time :p

I wanna catch up with school friendssss. Junqiiiii. Are you back from Ipoh! Thursday catching Enchanted with my dear Sexy O. A pity Huiyun can't be there :(

Christmas is coming! I'm eggcited!

YUNTIAN ARE YOU BACK FROM TAIWAN?? We must meet up soon!

Anyway! There's something really weird with my Blogger. Haha. I can't increase my font size and everything!
I'm meeting Serene in Westmall soon!

Lalala. Lalala. Lalala. Last week was a superb week. This week shall be better.
TIME FLIES :O Before we know it, we'll all be back in school with our heavy schoolbags :( :/ :D Wonder who 4o8's new form will be! Hehe.

Truly, faith without works is dead.

from seewan's blog:"and i admired her(Serene) having such a close relationship with Daddy as they have frequent conversations.
then and then, i want to have such a relationship with Daddy like hers."
I feel the same way too!

I'll continue blogging afterwards :)

I'M BACK I'M BACK I'M BACK! :D
Haha I wonder if any of you even noticed I was away.
Please don't tell me you haven't *keeping my fingers crossed*
I was at my church's BREAKAWAY CAMP! :D

I'm happy I'm happy I'm happy.
The camp was funnnnn. And I'm beginning to kinda miss camp!
Made many new friends and learnt MANY new things.
:)
Everything was good. From the new friends to the games to the sessions.
The sessions were extraordinary though. Haha :D
THE FIRST NIGHT SESSION IMPACTED ME MOST. :]
First time in my life, I so vividly heard God speak to me. It was like, any of you speaking to me.
That clear :)
What He said to me,
I shan't blog here. Ask, and you shall receive.
Haha.

Another very precious thing I've learnt from this camp was regarding friendships.
And indeed it's true,
when we lay our friendships into the hands of God,
He will preserve and keep them. And we'll come to a point where we'll never say 'never'
Seewan and I haven't shared in a while,
yet we were stil in each other's hearts (at least she was in mine)
And we shared so much these few days.
Looking at all these,
they really make my heart smile and make me wanna tear.
Even more, they make me wanna thank God more than ever before.

Whether my friends are christians or non-christians,
I really wanna make our friendships happen.
And I really love you guys,
and I really pray our friendships will last. :)
On my own part, my own belief, I will lift it to God,
cos on my own part, on my own belief, I believe then we'll last :)
Every friendship I have is significant to me.
Just like it's significant to Jesus.
:)

So, I was away since Monday noon til Wednesday evening.
I was so tired that I was falling asleep while eating dinner at home.
My eyes were closing!
And then I straightaway went to sleep for thirteen hours straight!
Haha :D

CHOIR PARTY TOMORROW.
TWO TO FIVE PM AT HIGHGATE CONDO, BUKIT TIMAH.
Hope it'd be good.
Hope the choir will become closer.
Hope everyone will come!

Well, to end, check this out! :) :) :)

Online Videos by Veoh.com

TAG REPLIES-
huiyin: Oops. :x hurhur thank you! And sorry! SEE YOU TOMORROW AT CHOIR PARTY :D EGGCITED EGGCITED?
minghe: HARLOWXSZ. Haha! I'm back from camp I'm back from camp! Heeho.
sherlyn: You then lame lor. I saw you while jogging that day! You were with shiying again! Is that how you spell her name? Haha.
louiSa: HEY. You're overseas is it? Haven't seen you in a while! :( And you missed Breakaway camp. It really really rocked! I hope to see you soon! :D Take care and I'll be praying for you! Hee.
yuzhen: What things what things! :D
Emily!: NO TUMMY :( YOU DIDNT REPLY MY MESSAGE LAST NIGHT :(
justine: I'm fine. Talking to you online now :p
junqi: Hee hee ho. Thank you :) QUICK COME BACK FROM IPOH SO WE CAN GO OUT TGT. Don't care about you relatives alr. Just come back and find me! KIDDING :x
Samuel: :x I'm Gwendolyn Tan Qi XIN, not XING. :p Haha. I'll link soon I'll link soon! Hee.
ziyi: I haven't watched Enchanted. Is it still on? Let's go watchhhhh! And the eye's cute lor. Put eyedrops to get that effect, KIDDING.
beidi: Haha! BEIDIIIII. Very long never see you already! Must go out tgt soon okay? What's your email! I realized I haven't add you on msn :(
zhiyi: Haha yeah. We haven't met for a long time! :( Even though we stay really close to each other. Haha. What's your url? :D
MAYLYNN: :x Haha so did you post it on the choir blog? How's the response uh?
JINGYING: IT'S BAFFIE. B-A-F-F-I-E :( I want poo. :p
huishan: Hello! :) :D How have you been! How's holidays?
ghimmy: HOWAREYOU. HOWWASMISSIONS. I just got back from my camp! YAYYAYYAY :D IT WAS AN AWESOMMMMEEEE TIME!

I NEED THE TOILET, NOW. :D :O :/ :(

A moment of heartbreak,

A rare moment of heartbreak
And it's when I realized,

"everything happens for a reason"
Chin up and don't give up.

ON THE LIGHTER NOTE,

I thank God still for the different people in my life,

and the blessings they bring along with them
as I open my hearts to them.

ON THE SCARIER NOTE,

Monsters like these are becoming the fad these days! :O
And I have one at home! I knew Miss Leng had always meant me harm. She doesn't love me :( She wants to scare me to death!

And to end, (you guys are in for a treat!)

I'm finally gonna show you guys my honey,

We've been together for say, nine years? :]

My loved one..

I'm blessed. Look at his car! :D