1 am.
Econs tutorial 3.
Yawn.

6 days = 144 hours = 8640 minutes = 518 400 seconds...
A little more lonelified. Maybe not a little.
:O
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:)

It's back to the basics,

where what matters is the relationship,

with Him.

There are just times when we need to let the important people in our lives know we genuinely cherish them. And here's one such moment for me. There are these particular special ones in my life who played big parts in making the Gwen today possible.
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- Minghui;
Thank you for always believing in me. I've never seen anyone who had so much patience with me before. Times when I kept making mistakes and felt like giving up on myself, you have never ceased to see the potential in me. You still disciple me, encourage me, challenge me, and be my friend. I truly love you so much. The amount of seeds and effort you've sown in my life; no one can compete. I want to serve you for all my life, and I'm serious!
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- Emily;
Truly my Bffy. You make every moment spent with you count, babeh. I'll never get too much of Emily, and I will never get sick of you. :) it is my honour and joy to have you as my bestfriend, and I never want to exchange it for anything else. I love you so, cause you are one I know I can rely on for good times, godly advices, support, and help. Thank you for just being you. I may complain and comment on many different traits of yours, but they are why I love you. You are special and precious :) come what may, always remember, I'll stand by you!
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- Bettie;
The one woman who's willing to share her life with me, and I am willing to share my life with. One whom I can genuinely go insane with, and not care about how I look. Cause I know she doesn't care, and loves me for who I am :) she's one I want to always be there for, and face the storms in her life together. I'm really sorry that recently we haven't been able to catch up much. But soon okay, soon I promise. You are a dear friend I never want to lose!
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- Serene;
She's a superwoman who's occupied with tons of work commitments and friendship commitments. One who really honors friendships and relationships(which are so important) so much. She makes it a point to sustain the relationships in her life, including my friendship with her. I'm touched by the fact she asks me out so often though many times, very sadly, I always disappoint her. But I thank God for a faithful friend who always presses into my life still. I love you Ser! I am touched by the littlest things you do, they really make a difference in my life! Jiayou in all you do too k!!!\
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- Seewan;
My all time best bud. Oh my gosh I miss you so, I really gotta catch up with you very soon! She's one who really understands and bothers to listen to me. One whose teachable spirit I really admire. One whom I can count on for spiritual support. And one whom I love and can really communicate and share with.
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- Yuntian;
I love you so very much, and you know it. You are a very awesome sister whom I know I can just look to for many advices, be it academic-wise or relationships. You are there to always remind me I'm remembered. And I want you to know, you're always loved and cherished by me. The things you've done for me, I can never be thankful enough for. You were all part of God's wonderful and intricate plan for my life. You fit in my life so beautifully and importantly. Without you, without the Gwen today! :)
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Other than the ones mentioned above, there are definitely other very important ones who made life happen for me. And these include n317 members, CHC friends, touchruggers, JJ friends, Nanhua friends, and really, all of my other dear friends. :)
And my family, surely!

DREAM PHONE!!!

It comes in RED as well.

Gahhhhh, wo yao!

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A heart of worship,

I long to offer to You.

I love You.

Touch rug training today after school! It was raining, so we did some physical conditioning.
My gosh, was it tired! :/
We did like 2 sets of steps, each lasting 2 minutes. 2 minutes crunches. Lunches/lunges(however you spell it). 20 sprinting sets. 10 piggyback sets.
They were really tiring. Made my thigh muscles feel numbbbb.
Thereafter, we learnt how to dive at the synthetic field. It felt quite good actually :X
Yep, it was a tiring but good training :)
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Oh yes, my class came up with a set of annoying brainteasers today. Some riddlish thing. It drove me crazy, especially when I couldn't solve them when everyone else could :@ I was thinking about the solution of a brainteaser during GP lesson. My gosh. But it was fun :D and I shared them with the touchruggers. Cool to see their bewildered faces. Hee.
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Friday tmr, yet again.
One week is going to be over again! :O
But anyway, TGIF!
:) :) :)

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It was a Wednesday spent with Bffy.

Times spent with her are definitely always enjoyable,
and very special and memorable.

She's the uniquest person ever...

She laughs until it seems her mouth can't be closed back,

she eats like she hasn't eaten for days,

she's strangely cute,

she buys 100grams of picnic ham and eats it as a snack at Starbucks @ Suntec.

Cool eh! :}

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I love my Bffy! <3

It's 2:20 am.
Yet another late night...
I need to sleep and want to sleep in just a while.
Before that,
I gotta pick up my dog's poop.
:(

It's 2:25am, and I just am "sort of" done with what I have to do for the day,

or maybe not really.

But gah, time for rest!

It's up at 5:30 am for me.

Try to do whatever's left undone then.

:)

I'm sorry, I know I'm wrong.
Take all of me in exchange for all of You.

It was one of the most miserable days she had faced since a long while.

Nothing else seemed to work out thereafter.

What's in my hand is really so fragile.

It is my choice,

to let it go or hold it tight

Yet sometimes it feels just so hard

to do what's right.

I hope I'll make an honoured decision now.
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For the joy set before me,

it's time to lay aside what matters less.

It's time to forsake my comfort for that one higher calling.

It's one of those days I just feel like sitting back, doing nothing, enjoy the breeze, and let my day pass. Somehow.
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But I guess just not today.
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Anyway, I slept twelve hours :O ohmygosh. Haha, holidays are great. I get to engage one of my favouritest activity- sleeping. A lot. Hee.
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Time to get down to my homeworkkkk :S

I lost weightttt,
and I'm eating again now.
Horrible me.
After I had very filling dinner with Touchruggers :S
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Ahhhhh my throat pain like madxzxz :(
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M1 touch rug tournament today;
our team got plates runner-up.
Praise God man, we were pretty happy already
Heh. Thank God for the weather, I was praying for a nottoosunnyyetnotraining weather :D
Yayness God answers prayers! Oolala :)
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Great job on the game, fellow dear truggers!

Today's one busy day.
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I had touch rug training early at 830am. Thereafter went Queensway with the touchrug team to collect our jerseys and lunch. Which was followed by Suntec with Emily & lunner :O then then, starbucks with Ian.
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Anyway, my day ain't over yetttt. I'm at riverwalk now as I blog, waiting for Emy...
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One day soon, Gwen hopes...

Tmr's touchrug tournament, at YCK.
Pray for us! :)

Last but definitely not the least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAHHHHH :D :D :D

I REALLY THINK I LOOKED VERY CUTE IN THIS PHOTOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

My lame sis was just opposite me, and she chatted with me online -.-

We even webcammed. (SHE WAS REALLY JUST OPPOSITE ME)
:O

Thankful for the dear people in my life :)

As most of you may have already known, I'm currently having my much-treasured March holidays. It's only one week long. Poohoo :( And I can just feel it ticking away. :( :( :(

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I sure am not wasting my holidays though. Using it to rest more, hang out with friends more, webcam more, shop more.... Not really studying more though :S

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Hee, but yeah, I love holidays! And today I went shopping with Mommy.

& thanks to my dearest God and Mom, it was a fruitful day. :D

I bought an adidas bag, body shop products, a new jacket and more... :)
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Oh, and for the first time in my entire life, I thread-ed my eyebrows yesterday! I was a brave girl. It hurted manxzxz. And I cried. Haha. If you scrutinize my eyebrow area, you'll realize there's a tanline. My eyebrow shielded a small part of my face from the sun :D

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To end, do go to www.etzone.org and vote for Gwen as Miss ET!

HAHAHA. :P

This week has been pretty tiring,
especially when it comes to the end.
I've been getting home pretty late, near midnight, everyday since Wednesday.
I have been packed with different things,
whether commitments or just hanging out with friends. :)
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It has been quite a fulfilling week,
but it can be a lot a lot better.
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Anyway, the J1 touchruggers had our first tournament-sorta yesterday!
We went Turf City, hoping to do our best and gain some good experience.
& thank God, out of the 3 matches, we won 2! :D
I'm so glad we did it. :)
A lot more to learn before M1 on Thursday though!
We shall try our best then.
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The real touch rug match is so different from the touch rug trainings.
So so much dirtier.
So much more violent!
So many more stupid blunders, haha, somehow.
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I still love trug :D
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And I'm sleepy!
Signing off.

Dear God,
Thank You for loving me
& giving me Your all.
When I grow up,
I will still be serving You.
I want to know You more,
I want to love You more.
I will never forget You Lord.
In Jesus' name, Amen.

You stop, you stand.

You see things falling apart,

you see the sun setting.

Your feet feels heavy,

you don't know where to go.

You don't know how you should go.

Unworthy thoughts flood your mind,

should I just turn back?

You stop, you pause.

Nope, it's not worth it.

LIKEACRAZY. THIS IS MY TO-BE-DONE-BY-TODAY-WORK-LIST:
1. Econs online homework
2. 2 Lit essays
3. Econs essays
4. Geog assignment
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This is not a-little-bit. :(
&for your info, I haven't started on them at all.
Goodbye sleep,
Hello Mr Burner, help me deal with my midnight oil
:S

My favourite.

One-of-a-kind,

darlingish,

sweetheart.

My Bffy!

One,

MY JC CLASS, 09A03.

We rock :) they're one of the best classes anyone can ever get manxz!

I love each and every single one of them.

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TWO,

Woooooo. Tmr don't need to go school.

Apparently, it's e-learning day.

Stay at home and have lessons through the internet.

But I think I still gotta wake up at eight &$#&%^@*@

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THREE,

I''m using my new laptop now!

Whee, it's really mini.

I'm happy to have my own lappy,

and the best part of it all is that it has a webcam! Teeheehee.

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FOUR,

I gained weight :( :( :(

I just ate four huge cookiessssssssssssssssssss.

Can't help it.

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FIVE,

This Friday I'm having my first touch rug tournament @ Turf City!

Hope it turns out cool :)

&this Fri I'm running for 4x100.

:O

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SIX,

I like my civics tutor Mr Soh Chee Kiong.

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SEVEN,

I love Bettie Teo.

Cheer up baby.

You will make it my dear :)

When all you want to be...
Is yourself.
& all you want to do...
Is something worthwhile.
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I love You, God.

If I must,
I choose to build my house
all over again.
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This time,
laying the bricks right.
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Even if it means hard work.

In my life & thoughts
there are so many things
that need the change that only
Your love can bring
& I need to be transformed
into Your likeness, O Lord
Change this heart inside of me.
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Let my life be Your clay,
mould me in Your ways.
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This process of moulding and changing,
is the hardest.
When faced with the fear that you need to start all over again.
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Yet another week has passed,
in the blinking of an eye.
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It's scary how time flies,
and to find out we are already in the third month of 2009.
:O
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I watched 3 movies consecutively for the past 3 days! :D
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1. Marley&me! (mustwatchhhhh, I feel)
2. Slumdog Millionaire
3. The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons
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I feel contented & happayeee.
&all 3 shows were good!
My movie companions were ah-may-zing too.
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Ah, I feel my blog posts are getting a bit dry.
:S