"So you were saying you wanted to get to know me more?"

Sometimes, we must realize.
What bliss really is,
and cherish it.
Sometimes, we must know.
What we should love,
and what not.
What we should desire,
and what we should not embrace.
Sometimes, it takes a wrong decision.
To walk into a deep, misleading path.
And you never know if you'll get out of it again.
Some risks,
are meant not to be taken.
Not when it's Someone's heart you are risking,
not when it'll be a decision you'll forever regret taking.
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Hello. My past week has not been exactly best. Hmmm. I felt. Heartbroken, emotional and that my life was pretty messed up. Mmhm. Haha. I know I'm fine. I know I'll be. I know God's good. :) Cell meeting today was good. The song Minghui sang, was almost exactly what I want to tell God, but I've never said it. How many times I feel I'm unfaithful, how I'm really sorry about it. And God just showed me today, though many times we've made mistakes, He understand that we're still humans. He understands it will happen, He will forgive. Though many times we've failed, He understands, and He will love us all the same. He still loves us all the same. :] thank You God. Thank You.
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I'm holy Gwen. :D But hey, God means alot to me k. My relationship with Him is above all. It's something. Lovey. Something, I must cherish. Something, I must mention. Something, I must be sentimental about. :)
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Geez. My stomach feels queasy. I just drank coffee. Come to think of it, I drank coffee in the morning, some a few hours ago, and more now. Bah. Oh oh. I went to SP's graduation show at Vivo City today and I was really impressed by the works showcased. Really. Some had so much emotions put in it, some were attractive and artistic while others really made you think. Saw Ken, his works were marvellous! I think it mainly revolves around mental illness. One piece of work had the words - "M_NTAL ILLN_SS" and at the bottom of that line was a sentence something like "where is the Empathy?" It was really good, even his namecard was super nice. Haha the Grad show is until tomorrow. So if you read my blog before tomorrow ends, go catch it at Vivo. Nice! :) Saw Nick too, his artworks were really nice too! I like the Rook one. Shall find a plain tshirt and ask him to help me imprint the design on it :) I so like what I saw at the Grad show that I feel I'll check out about the course Nick is taking and consider taking it next year! Hehe.
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I love Emily Ng darling. Well, she's my alltimebestgirlpal. We haven't been talking as much as we used to last year. And I really really miss those latenightphoneconversations, those afterschoolhangingouttogether, those those. very wonderful moments. I love talking to her, be it phone calls, sms, msn. Emily Ng, I wish we would get back closer again like how we used to be. I stil love her as much of course, but I won't deny we aren't as close as before. I hope we'll be able to go out and talk on the phone again soon! Okay, Emily? :D
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It's 3:45 am and I'm still up. It's church for me early tomorrow morning and project in the afternoon. Hoorah Gwen. Haha.
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Well I think enrolling in National Service is cool! (I bet only Ziyi Jingying and Huiyun will get this) Just a random shoutout. Ha!
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I wish it hurts more.
Like it used to.
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Cool-o. I'm gonna get down to homework after I finish blogging.
And argh Grace injured herself yesterday again!
It hurt to see her in pain, seriously.
Please take care, Grace Tay.
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Iwantyoutobealrightsoon.
Iwantyoutobetruelyhappybacksoon.
Knowwhereyouaregoing.
Keepfightingon,
cosyouknowitsallworthit.
Tilthen,I'llbepraying.
Cosyouknowyoumattertome.