"So you were saying you wanted to get to know me more?"

You know, It's weird.
How people normally don't feel or care so much about things within their reach,
but yet, once it seems like that thing is being stolen,
they just feel like stretching out their hands and grabbing it all back.
Selfish, ain't we?
We just want all the good things for ourselves.
Ha ha ha.
.
I'm having mixed emotions.
I don't exactly feel happy,
neither is there much for me to feel sad about.
Prelims. E math. I've got a b3.
I should be happy since I did not even expect a b3,
I was off-form during my paper.
Yet. Seeing the a1s my other classmates got,
I can't help but feel a little miserable.
Ha ha we just don't get contented, do we?
.
Wellll............
There's a lot in life I gotta learn,
there's a lot in life I gotta face.
God I need the capacity, I need the strength.
How will the road ahead for me turn out to be?
Can I manage it?
.
I know I can, I believe I can.
But sometimes, we always ask ourselves question like that.
We talk like that,
I don't know why.
Just because we are human beings.