"So you were saying you wanted to get to know me more?"

Two words to describe first day of school:
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1. Tiring
2. Weird
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It was super tiring! After a holiday of over 2 months, where I slept as late as 4 and woke up latelate, it was yawn-inducing and sleepy to go back to the 6am days.
I was so groggy that when the OGL told me to introduce myself, I said my hobby was sleeping. Great, how interesting I am.
&I couldn't help but doze off when a china teacher gave a china talk about china language. :S
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TO ADD ON, first day of school was from 715am to 530pm. Someone say SIAO. Haha. I only had a half-hour break manxzxz! Andand, I gotta report to school by 7am tmr! THEY PURPOSELY ONE! :(
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School was really weird too. Well, I guess it's normal for it to be weird. Haha, sounds ironic. But yeah. New environment, new faces, new feelings. It just makes it all.... weird. Hur.
Sigh, I hope I adapt to JC life soon. Especially JJ's JC life; its culture, the people etc. But I don't doubt how JJ will help nurture me as a person, in terms of boldness to speak out, lead bla bla.
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By faith, it will be a great 2 years!
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Oh, have I been having weird thoughts.
Mixed feelings.
Times when I actually ask myself
What if....
Would it have been better?
What if it isn't.....
Have I lost it all?
God, do You see?