"So you were saying you wanted to get to know me more?"

I wish I can be a wiser person.
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I don't want to always commit mistakes, then realize, regret and learn.
I want a kind of godly wisdom, that can stop me from making stupid mistakes as far as possible.
Especially when it is really within my control.
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Ain't no first time...
No, it isn't the first time that I regret the decisions I have made.
No, it isn't the first time I discovered my fault, when I just... thought longer. Or thought, more carefully.
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I wish I can be a wiser person,
who will listen more clearly and obediently to the promptings inside my heart.
Who will give a thought to those promptings.
And not, just pay attention to the situations I am in and nothing else.
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If I had a choice again,
I'd rather bear the bad, than ignore that prompting.
Than, to be a disobedient person.
A sillier person.
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How silly can one get-
To ignore despite warned,
by a voice deep within.
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I never want to do it again.
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Once again,
I wish I can be a wiser person.
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Thank God He is a God of second chances..
One of new beginnings.
One whose mercies rise with the new morn,
and whose grace is sufficient for me.
Thank God!!