To remain true and faithful to Him til the very end.
To have an unwavering committment.
To keep on keeping on.
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To realize He appreciates me,
and loves me.
To hear Him say 'Well done'
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Oh God, show me what does it take today,
to be that one You're looking out for.
That one woman who is wholly after Your own heart.
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I feel the urgency.

A true heart, I desire.

One that wholly seeks after You.

One that remembers a hunger after You.

The heart that is there when all else strip away.

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Take me away, mould me, change me.

My life willing to be broken for others

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I'm dying on the inside to myself

Sorrows building up

You reached out to me,

You have given me yet another chance.

'I never wanna be like that again'

as tears flowed down my eyes.

Ya know..
One thing about me,
I don't talk to people whom I've completely no link with.
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This guy who got my email from idk where added me online.
& started talking to me, and asking what I was doing.
I... Blocked him.
Ha.

Emoxzxz.
Cause, I ate too much today. I ate like a championxz.
What's new right? I know :/
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I ate almost non-stop since I woke up at 11. Til now at 1230am.
I ate almost every half an hour or less, excluding travelling time.
Yes, that bad :(
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I really ate super a lot, now thinking back.
& it's not all littlelittle one leh.
It's really. Eatttt ;/
Geeeeee.
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Self-control, Gwen!!

I'm currently at Riverwalk now..
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Besides fiddling my new buy ( LG Cookie - which was apparently the phone I lost in Feb ;/ ) & waiting for Bffy, I am enjoying the presence of God which I can amazingly feel. As I hear just a little sound coming from the HCGL class. Wow :)
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& I looked at the direction of the room where HCGL class is held & thought...................

I realized, as time goes by, I'm a very 'affirmation' kinda person.
I give affirmation, and I definitely need affirmation.
A word of affirmation can make me smile heartily,
and brighten my mood.
A word of affirmation does help me be more sure of myself.
A simple 'I love you' or 'I miss you' can lift my brows so very much.
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Thank God He affirms.
To whom will I go
There's noone else but You alone.

Say goodbye to my old hairstyle. To my old fringe.

A very random impulse made me cut my fringe straight. And shorter. To become bangs :S

I look kinda weird and funny now. Not very used to it.

A bit like a china doll :X LOL.

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Oh man oh man.

Cutting my fringe makes me wanna cut my hair :O

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Please don't laugh when you see me.

Pretty please? ;D

Goshes.
I'm overwhelmed, by the number of things I have to do and want to do.
I'm overwhelmed by the things I cannot do.
I think I can't sleep tonight.
I've so much work to do! So much to study!
What a torturous last week of school, seriously. :(
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Ah well..
Anyway, yesterday was a long and stretched day.
I had touch rug tournament from 8 to 4plus.
Thereafter, rushed home to bathe and headed for talentime at NTU.
I reached home only at 12 plus!
KO-ed once I reached home. Haha.
CONGRATS TO CREW 3047 FOR BEING OVERALL CHAMPION FOR TALENTIME <3
AND CHAMPION FOR THE DANCE CATEGORY.
I'M YOUR LOYAL FAN! :D
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Today we had Pst Mike Connell with us in church!
He's one of my favourite ministers.
His yearly visitations to our church always mark a new milestone in my walk with God.
God moved mightily in our service today, and in my life!
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More than ever, I desire to live my life out for You.
You are always first.
Oh God, I want to commit myself to You.

Gah! I've been having many mosquito bites recently!
These mosquitoes better watch out.
I'll show them no mercy when I see them.
Killlllll them all, before they attack me.
That is, if I can catch them :(
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Things I want to do during this June holidays:
1. Learn guitar {!!!}
2. Manicure + Pedicure {1 month holiday, finally}
3. Watch plenty plenty of dvds
4. Catch up with secondary school friends :O {I wantttttttt}
5. Hang out with everyone elseeeeeeeee
6. Cycling & swimming
7. Catch up with work
8. And of course, seeking God a lot.
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Okay, back to math! :/

My New Haircut

My New Haircut ;O
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Haha, my hair got a little more wavy-er cause it's thinner now ><

& I don't know if I can still tie my hair into a ponytail neatly D;

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Anyway school has been fine.

This week has been a more relaxing week for me,

as there isn't much homework nor any test.

However! There are many tests lined up for me in the next two weeks >:(

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But on a very much lighter note,

my long-awaited june holiday break is approaching!! ;D

YESYESYES! In two weeks' time!!

Oh I can't wait, I really can't. Heh.

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Lalala..

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Okay, before I even think of slacking, let me get down to some real work. Do some revision. I genuinely am too slack :'(

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Create in me a clean and pure heart

I wish I can be a wiser person.
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I don't want to always commit mistakes, then realize, regret and learn.
I want a kind of godly wisdom, that can stop me from making stupid mistakes as far as possible.
Especially when it is really within my control.
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Ain't no first time...
No, it isn't the first time that I regret the decisions I have made.
No, it isn't the first time I discovered my fault, when I just... thought longer. Or thought, more carefully.
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I wish I can be a wiser person,
who will listen more clearly and obediently to the promptings inside my heart.
Who will give a thought to those promptings.
And not, just pay attention to the situations I am in and nothing else.
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If I had a choice again,
I'd rather bear the bad, than ignore that prompting.
Than, to be a disobedient person.
A sillier person.
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How silly can one get-
To ignore despite warned,
by a voice deep within.
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I never want to do it again.
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Once again,
I wish I can be a wiser person.
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Thank God He is a God of second chances..
One of new beginnings.
One whose mercies rise with the new morn,
and whose grace is sufficient for me.
Thank God!!