GREATEST THANKS TO AWESOME AARON,

please note my sarcasm.

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Haha you dance wellllllllllllllllllllllll!

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Aw man, it was good. I was in that place again, finally.
I was in the midst of a vibrant praise session with the angels,
Part of that lovely worship,
where I was trying to engage with Him.
Ah then the "duh-duh" msn sound disturbed it :(
I am sooooooo going to appear offline in future!
And worst, the doorbell rang just a minute after.
Pfft! It's okay, I'll be back there, in the late night.
Like, really late night. Probably 2 am?
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And so,
Haha. I'm back to blogging, after a while where indeed there were ups, and there were downs.
:) But all is fine!
And I am happy today. Hee.
I am happy that God is the strength of my heart!
:D
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And oh.
I am NOT a pork personnnnn.
I do not hate pork. But I can't really stand eating too much.
For dinner today, I had three dishes with pork.
And I tell ya, I felt like vomiting after dinner.
Too much meat! D;
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.
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Attention everyoneeee! Before we know it, it's Monday again!
Ah! Yes, ah. Scream. Run. Go crazy. But it's still Monday.
Haha whatever gwen :x
But I just want to wish all of you out there a great week ahead.
It's gonna be a great week, I can just see it!! :D
Everyday at there.
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And did I emphasize?
I had my best easter yet this year. Best!
Easter services were da-best
I felt Jesus' love so tangibly.
So-good, like soya milk.
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And I really feel happy today!
:)

Life is ever busy, and I feel I am ever lazy.
You won't know how much I want to work so hardddd to excel,
but you won't know how much MORE I want to sleep and watch teevee!
Oh my.
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Hello everybody! I miss blogging I tell ya. Everytime I tell myself I must blog soon, but I seldom even use the laptop.
So I've had a million and one things on my to-do list.
You know, life gets so busy. Everything you do, you must give yourself a limit?
I want to watch tv, but I can only watch for fifteen minutes.
I want to talk to that person, twenty minutes.
I want to read my bible as long as i can, okay one hour or I can't finish my homework.
I'm not totally unhappy with the way things are going,
but sometimes I wish things could go, just the way I want it to be.
Who doesn't want right?
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First week of school has been more tiring than usual! From sleeping more than eight hours a day, I went back to pathetic atmostsix hours. I still don't think I'm complaining! Thing is I love sleeping late, because it makes me feel like I've worked hard. Haha. I love sleeping alot!
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I'm trying to recall if anything funny happened this week.
Haha only thing I can remember is I tried imagining a lot of people playing badminton together last night during conference call, and I got pretty amused :x
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I hope Grace can make it for the later service tomorrow because if not, we'll miss parts of the service :/
Oh God.
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IT'S AWESOME GOOD FRIDAY TOMORROW. I love Good Friday, I love Easter Sunday, I love Christmas. Hey no Good Friday, no happy and optimistic Gwen. Seriouslaye. I'm excited to watch the respective dramas our church is having. I wish, I hope. I'll have more than 2. For Him.
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So how have you been? I wish I could catch up with every single person I know. But it's so hard!
And I've got tuition later, oh my mama. Who reminded me, who who! Haha kay it's myself. I think I'm so cute sometimes :D
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Hello gay one,
Haha! I wish I could be there even more for you. I felt I wasn't there enough ): You must know you must you must you must, that I am always here for you. And I will always offer you my listening ear. So long as you need me, I'll as far as I can, be available for you. Because you matter :] you've been an inspiration to me too. Seeing how you grow, how you hunger, how you encounter God, how you rise up, it just spurs me on in my walk with Him. Indeed, I believe you are getting more and more anointed. And there is so much I've to learn from you. Thank you for always being so encouraging to me too love. Gwen loves you forever!
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My alarm clock has been ringing for a long while, and I'm ignoring it. :p
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I NEED MY SPECS. And I stepped on it yesterday :/ there was a loud craaccckkkk. Heyhheyhheyh.
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Aight, I'll blog sometime soon. Don't wanna get naggy and draggy!

OFF TO THAT SECRET PLACE,
perhaps for an hour? Or maybe 2?

That's why I love holidays :)

Sometimes, we must realize.
What bliss really is,
and cherish it.
Sometimes, we must know.
What we should love,
and what not.
What we should desire,
and what we should not embrace.
Sometimes, it takes a wrong decision.
To walk into a deep, misleading path.
And you never know if you'll get out of it again.
Some risks,
are meant not to be taken.
Not when it's Someone's heart you are risking,
not when it'll be a decision you'll forever regret taking.
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Hello. My past week has not been exactly best. Hmmm. I felt. Heartbroken, emotional and that my life was pretty messed up. Mmhm. Haha. I know I'm fine. I know I'll be. I know God's good. :) Cell meeting today was good. The song Minghui sang, was almost exactly what I want to tell God, but I've never said it. How many times I feel I'm unfaithful, how I'm really sorry about it. And God just showed me today, though many times we've made mistakes, He understand that we're still humans. He understands it will happen, He will forgive. Though many times we've failed, He understands, and He will love us all the same. He still loves us all the same. :] thank You God. Thank You.
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I'm holy Gwen. :D But hey, God means alot to me k. My relationship with Him is above all. It's something. Lovey. Something, I must cherish. Something, I must mention. Something, I must be sentimental about. :)
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Geez. My stomach feels queasy. I just drank coffee. Come to think of it, I drank coffee in the morning, some a few hours ago, and more now. Bah. Oh oh. I went to SP's graduation show at Vivo City today and I was really impressed by the works showcased. Really. Some had so much emotions put in it, some were attractive and artistic while others really made you think. Saw Ken, his works were marvellous! I think it mainly revolves around mental illness. One piece of work had the words - "M_NTAL ILLN_SS" and at the bottom of that line was a sentence something like "where is the Empathy?" It was really good, even his namecard was super nice. Haha the Grad show is until tomorrow. So if you read my blog before tomorrow ends, go catch it at Vivo. Nice! :) Saw Nick too, his artworks were really nice too! I like the Rook one. Shall find a plain tshirt and ask him to help me imprint the design on it :) I so like what I saw at the Grad show that I feel I'll check out about the course Nick is taking and consider taking it next year! Hehe.
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I love Emily Ng darling. Well, she's my alltimebestgirlpal. We haven't been talking as much as we used to last year. And I really really miss those latenightphoneconversations, those afterschoolhangingouttogether, those those. very wonderful moments. I love talking to her, be it phone calls, sms, msn. Emily Ng, I wish we would get back closer again like how we used to be. I stil love her as much of course, but I won't deny we aren't as close as before. I hope we'll be able to go out and talk on the phone again soon! Okay, Emily? :D
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It's 3:45 am and I'm still up. It's church for me early tomorrow morning and project in the afternoon. Hoorah Gwen. Haha.
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Well I think enrolling in National Service is cool! (I bet only Ziyi Jingying and Huiyun will get this) Just a random shoutout. Ha!
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I wish it hurts more.
Like it used to.
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Cool-o. I'm gonna get down to homework after I finish blogging.
And argh Grace injured herself yesterday again!
It hurt to see her in pain, seriously.
Please take care, Grace Tay.
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Iwantyoutobealrightsoon.
Iwantyoutobetruelyhappybacksoon.
Knowwhereyouaregoing.
Keepfightingon,
cosyouknowitsallworthit.
Tilthen,I'llbepraying.
Cosyouknowyoumattertome.