All the time, there are people who are special in your life. That make a special, resounding impact on your life. Here's some of mine(for those dears ones whom I didn't mention, you are remembered. I just probably didn't have a picture of you. &I know there's many who falls in this category. I'm sorry) :MY FAMILY!
They know me through and true;
They accept me for who I am..
What can I say?
I love them (:N317!
Which is also, my family (:
&every one of you are special.
All of you had made a difference in my life,
including, of course, those precious ones who aren't in the picture.
But you know you are from this amazing family (:
You people are Gwen's favourite!Minghui!
My motherrrr, my sisterrrr, my leaderrrr, my frienddddd!
:DSeewan Wong.
The Dear One.Ng Poh Feng. Or otherwise, Emly.
Haha you made a world's difference in my life.
Without you, life would be,
); I don't even wanna think about it!Bettie Teo & Santy;
One's my see-my-unglamest-side bestfriend, the other the study bud-cum-dajiejie.
Amazing people of the most beloved God !Sexy Obsessions.
Without you guys, oh my gosh.
Haha school life will be brrrrrrrrr.
Ten times more annoying,
or maybe. A million.
You girls are special!
&not to forget, the good times we had..
Outside of school!Pastorsssss!
Pastor Kong is. OHMYGOSH. Hot. Cool. Just, the guy of your dreams.
Trust me. AAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
I can just hear Bettie saying,
"Gwen, he's taken"
I know Bettie, I know................... ELLYWELLYYYYYYYYYYYY!
My tell-it-all friend.
3 years plus in church.
3 years plus in n317.
3 years plus Elly's friend.
I tell/text her my frustrating momentssss(hehe)
That's how important she is!
(I just felt like dedicating a special slot to her,
Though, she's part of n317 haha!)


AND OH MAN OH MAN. Not to forget,
My current hottest crazeeeee.
Ah RAYMOND LAM.
He's one of the hawtest now.
Haha. Better than whoever Jane is fantasizing over.
RAYMOND LAM.

Most special of all, Jesus.
IRREPLACEABLE. My Saviour.
My Lord. My Friend. My CLOSEST Friend.
The One who has never given up on me.
And saw me through,
when I thought noone did.
Cared for me,
when I thought noone could.
Loved me,
when I was much undeserving.
The Precious One;
Noone. & I say, noone. Can replace.
The Most Beloved One;
Noone. & I say again, noone. Can compare.
More precious than silver, more costly than gold.

He's all I ever need.
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Have you ever despised the work on the cross?

When you read a verse, or thought about the death of Christ,

have you ever thought

it's merely a man dying on the cross?

It's merely just a work, a deed on the cross?

It's merely just a normal sacrifice?

No, friends. This is not merely just a deed/work.

It's nor merely just a sacrifice and dying to oneself.

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It is Jesus, God in human form,
hung onto the cross. For you and for me.
Nailed to that cross. For the redemption of our sins.
By those stripes He suffered, we then can live in liberty.
It's not just, any man.
It is Jesus, hung on that cross.
It is Jesus, condemned and cursed.
For no reason does He deserve what He suffered.
It was that Him in which the bible mentioned -
"for He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him". 2 Cor 5:21
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So, I say, we cast all our care upon Him, for He cares for us. 1 Peter 5:7
What say you?
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEEWAN!!!!!

In case you all don't know,

she's one of my bestie!

She's one I can almost share everyth and anyth with,

one I can be all crazy with,

one who will listen(not everyone can do that),

one who will share,

one whom Gwen sincerely loves.
MY DEAR,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

&I know you're gonna make a difference in e99!

I think I looked pretty sweet in the past.

:D

Today was AMK, cityhall, Boonkeng, home.

&though the bad, though the tough

though the frustrations, though the fears

though the frowning of brows,

and the gritting of teeth,

I thank God more are His blessings

than what he* brings to me.

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As a young believer struggling with my past,

and a lot of self-image and self-esteem problems,

I came across this poem(a couple of years back) which really brought me to tears-

"You are who you are for a reason.

You are part of an intricate plan.

You're a precious and perfect unique design

Called God's special woman or man.

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You look like you look for a reason.

Our God made no mistake.

He knit you together within the womb,

You're just what He wanted to make.

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The parents you had were th eones he chose,

and no matter how you may feel,

They were custom-designed with God's plan in mind

And they bear the Master's seal.

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No, that trauma you faced was not easy.

And God wept that it hurt you so;

But it was allowed to shape your heart

so that into His likeness you'd grow.

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You are who you are for a reason,

You've been formed by the Master's rod.

You are who you are, beloved,

Because there is a God!"

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This poem genuinely pulled down God's love into my life in the past.

& just now, as I re-read this poem,

it's like God brought me back to my first love.

He really brought me back to my first love..

That first love that caused me to say "I give my whole life to You"

That first love that caused me to sneak out of house every morning just to go church even though I do not know what will ultimately happen to me when I get home.

That first love that made me ask my dad "can I go church?" even though he was extremely hostile about it all

.

That first love that caused me to believe that my God will make a way, where there seems to be no way.

That first love that saw me through buckets upon buckets of tears

That first love which caused me to say "I will hang on" when I felt like giving up.

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That first love that silly-ly saw me walk out of my house in tears to go to church.

That first love that witnessed me cry out to him when the worst thoughts tormented me.

Yes, that first love.

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I was suddenly brought back to it and was overwhelmed.

This first love is different.
This first love is more than just the normal "I love you, God"

It is special. It speaks of the times where nothing else mattered but God.

Where noone else mattered but His presence; His church.

When you were willing to give all. All. up, risk it all, just for that One who loved you with His life. Just for that one, who because of His great love, endured all pain, to change your destiny.

That first love is so precious. So important.

Yet many of us, through our busy schedules, our ministry,

neglect this very first love. We forget what it is all about.

We forget to place our all on the altar,

and we tend to keep our ministry, our responsibilities to ourselves.

Yes, we may say we still love God,

but is that love a first-love-kind?

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To serve God with willingness, with pride,

but yet remembering God. And not just ministry.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying ministry is not important.

It is in fact very important.

Remember Jesus said we ought to be servants of men?

And God wants us to rise up,

out of our comfort zones,

to a higher level, doing more for Him.

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He wants to see us loving Him through out servanthood.
Yes, it still holds.

But hey, lets build our servanthood on the basis of our love for God, alright?

Not on rank. Not on fame. Not on titles. Not on responsibilities. Not on people.

But on Jesus, on our love for Him.

Serve because you love Him.

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Cause if not we will wear out easily,

cause we are serving for the wrong reason.

And everything will be meaningless.

But all things work out for good for those who love Him.

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he*:the devil

I WANT TO GO ON A HOLIDAYYYY,
IN SOMEWHERE FARAWAY FROM HERE,
IN JAPAN/NEWZEALAND/ANYWHERE NICE.
& get Os, studies behind me zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Oh I just found 18 1-dollar coins,
and 17 50-cent coins.
Yay.