Today was a busyyyyy dayyyyyy! It was walking, walking and even more walking! :/
Tomorrow will be cool. I'm donating BLOOD, playing pool with cell and then and then. Going to continue with my stressful task to get SZS's present! It's really not easy manssss.
&speaking of donating blood, I am donating blood at 9am tmr! It's 3plus now and I'm still not asleeeep. I was trying to understand how facebook functions :/ &&knowing I'm gonna give blood tmr, Mom dearest gave me Chicken Essence! Haha :D But I don't really know if I can donate cause I am down with a little fluuuu ):
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I was facebooking and viewed Bettie's ex-cgmember's profile. He has migrated to Australiaaaa. &I felt it really sad ); to migrate means to leave all your dear ones to live a whole new different life in a faraway land. My mom talks about migrating, my parents want to kick me overseas to study with my bro, but psst. I'm violently against those ideas! &don't ya worry, as long as I breathe, I refuse to migrateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I can't bear to leave Singapore!! But more than that, I can't bear to part with the people and muh church here! &no matter how much you guys wanna send me off, I'm staying put! Bleagh! Haha!
&to all you besties out there, don't you dare harbour the thought of migrating. ); unless well, it's a must. & God's call.
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I thought I had more to blog about, but I really can't remember what. Haha.
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Early day tmr, I'm gonna sign off! Ciaooooooo.

I totally have two jobs now! One at Riz Carlton as banquet waitress. The other a worker at my Dad's office. Apparently I accepted my Dad's offer. Felt it to be more, well.. More cool than banquet waitress :/ I tried calling to tell Riz Carlton I wanna work next week, THEIR LINE IS FOREVER ENGAGED! Baaaa! Haha. So yes!
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Anyway I went shopping with my Mom earlier in the day! We went Vivo, and did I spend a bomb! Heh. I feel blessed :} Spent $433 in total. Bought 3 new dresses, bangles, earrings, new bag, lots of accessories, make-up, and blablabla. &other super nice super pretty things that make my endorphin level rise til now. I'm happy! I guess it's cause gift-giving is one of my main love languages, so receiving material blessings do make me go gaga, >:D
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Did I tell you I spent about 500 dollars for my prom stuffs etc too? The hotel room and all. Means this month, I've really spent a lot a lot. I think I won't shop much after today. Or maybe, I still would :x Most women just can't get enough of shopping and spending money! Heh. Oh oh, my mom said she'd bring me out next monday and get me a SKIN/ED HARDY top! MY GOSH. I'm excited! But it's costly leh. Hm! :/
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I'm so excited. It's only the start of building fund and I have been receiving so much blessings... I can't wait for what God is gonna overtake my life with the next five months! Oh man oh man! It's gonna be great! But more than just the blessings, it's the Blesser! To know He always remains faithful to His word and His promises! :}
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Ugh okay. I think I ought to blog til here for today. Feeling a bit weird already, I think I need to catch some sleep soon! Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
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Tmr speaks of visiting dad's office, meeting up with pri school friends, going tangs to find a dear friend and an eventful night. So far, my holiday has really been packed.
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I want to pray like never before!
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P.S. Oh yes, I have blogged on n317 blog!!! Do check it out! :D n317forgod.blogspot.com!

JANE KOH & I (;
Bettie's birthday. She looks blessed la, doesn't she? :D

I just super love balloons!

I guess I really do love balloons.
Okay I super super love them heh.

My birthday!

YAY!

My cake.... box. Haha.

My cake! Lovely, ain't it. It's super heavenly; the taste and all.
I'm sixteeeeeen this year :D

Well, it's the birthday thing. Haha!

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A message to my connect group:

Hey guys. Thank you for always being here for me. I just feel I really want to appreciate you guys right here right now. Thank you for going the extra mile for me. Thank you for being willing to flow with the vision I have for the connect group. Thank you for praying with me all the time. I will not forget the time you guys travel all the way to KAP just to break fast with me. In the heavy rain. &I will never forget the late night prayer conferences we have. Oh man, you guys rock socks. Haha.

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To Han Sheng:

Eh dude. All I can say is I'm super happy. You've been growing, and growing even more in God. Always urgent for the souls. Always urgent for growth. Always willing to learn. Loving God and loving peeps. You're a great brother. &you're really an inspiration to me. Seeing your passion and willingness to serve. Keep going, ya? Remember, come what may, God remains faithful and with Him, we can conquer mountains! You're gonna become a great man of God, I'm sure :D

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To Louis:

Whey! I feel I haven't talked to you in a while, haha ok I'll ring you up tmr. :p Anyway guy guy guy, heh. Thank you for always being so supportive of the things I say, and the dreams I have for our connect group. More than that, thank you for being such a wonderful friend and brother. You are one nice and cool guy la. Heh. I know that God's got great plans for you, and you are so gonna be the salt and light of the world, for Him, yes? (; Go Louis!

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To Wei Jie:

Are you reading thisssssssssss? It's awesome knowing you, man! (; Well. I hope you've had a great time so far joining us! &I really pray the blessings and presence of God follow you wherever you may be! Hehehehhehehe.

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&to the rest of the world:

I love you allllllllllllll.

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Dear God,

Today I'm desiring for more of You,

more than ever before.

Today I'm saying I can't do without You.

You're the only one I live for.

If I can only just have one thing in my life-

I'd say it's Your presence.

I've come to a point

where I know,

nothing else really matters but You.

&for forever,

I want to cling onto this knowledge.

Let me never leave You.

Never let me go.

Abba Father

let me be one of the few that is chosen.

I love You.

Amen.

Ow. I think I just strained my neck, hurts! :/ Haha. Anywayyyyy I'm here to present to you some photos which I have just uploaded onto the computer todayeeee. Heh.
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But before that, I wanna blog about the week's events by far! Okay it's only Tuesday today :/ Wellllll... Haha. So anyway! Yesterday was prom night man man man. Haha. "Nanhua High's The Promenade!" Well, I wouldn't say it was fabulous. But it was pretty okay la. (; sec3 counselors did a great job altogether, heh. So yep. Yesterday I woke up at 11 plus. I refused to let myself get out of bed early after five days of Asia Conference. Until I couldn't take it, I couldn't fall back to sleep.. Haha. (Asia Conference was life-transforming and amazing anyway. Everything was just stunning and phenomenal!) So I got up eventually, got ready the stuffs needed for prom and stayover at hotel, lunched, bathed. And set off for make-up at Hollywood Secrets in Paragon! I did my hair and make-up there. I was kinda shocked when the person did my hair!
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I told the person I wanted a hairstyle which would complement my dress! So he said he'd tie my hair and let down some. Then after, he took this hot hot machine to make my hair. I so thought he was straightening my hair or something. THEN SUDDENLY, I saw my hair curl :O I was like, oh my gosh! Haha. But oh wells. It was okay. Not really what I wanted, but yea! (; I was done with my make-up and all and was all ready for prom at five plus. My mom fetched me to Swissotel Merchant Court and lost her wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Haha! Both my mom and I kinda panicked. But thank God He answered our prayers. And thank God for a street-wise dad. We found our way :D Reached the hotel, had our dinner bla-bla-bla. Took many many photos. Anddddd... the nominees for prom kings and queens were out! *drum rolls*
Nominees for prom king: Chay piu(I can never spell his name), Zi Shuo, Damien, Barry
Nominees for prom queen: Yan Hui, Zhi Qing, Olivia, and I seriously can't remember the last one :/ sorry! My memory is failing me!
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And ultimately,
the prom king was DAMIEN. Woo. :D
Prom queen was OLIVIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Yay beloved Olivia (; Haha.
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Afterwhich, we headed for post-prom partayeeee. Which was totally underage clubbing. (Just that it was the Nanhua way, hummmm.) Haha! Yeah.
And it ended close to 3am. Vera, Weiru, Bettie, Shane and I went back to the hotel room. And one by one, Vera Weiru and Shane left. So yeah. Slept at five plus and woke up at 11. My gosh, we were late! Haha. Was supposed to check out at 12! So yes, then Bettie and I checked out, went to swim, subwayed, dropped by Bet's house. HOME. Napped. Dinnered! Read. Computering now. Haha.
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It was a tiring two-day thing. And I'm so gonna spend more time with my family the rest of this week (: &muh connect group :D
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So anyway, a picture speaks a thousand word! So I'll let the pictures do the rest of the talking!
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These were taken on Mom's birthday! :D
We were supposed to do a funny face each. And look at mine. I purposely smiled normally :p Talk about being special :DAnd yes, this was supposed to be a formal shot. Lalala.

Happy belated, gorgeous Mom! (;
Hehe. My sweet parents :D

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&these are some of my prom photos:

Beloved besties. Too bad Huiyun wasn't here...

Bettie Teo Pei Wen. The stunning latin dance performer! (;

Beng Lin!

4/8 girls with Miss Rani (;

Miao Pengggg.

Daniel & Isaac. I think Isaac looked cool. :D

Junqiiiiii. Hehehehehhehehe.


PROM QUEEN. OLIVIA!
four-eight. My gosh, I will really really miss you guys when we go our own ways as we move on to our next level in life. You guys have played a significant role in my life. You guys are the reason why I'd ever miss Nanhua. &you guys are one of count-able reasons why school life rocks. Ugh, best class ever. Lovelove.


SHANE. I changed for post-prom! Haha. I LOVE HIS HAIR.

Da hotel room. This is what $260 was all about.

&soooooooo,
it was my sixteenth birthday yesterday!(21st Nov)
:D
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I wanted to post up pictures. Of balloons, myself and everyth nice about my birthday.
But I can't find my usb cable.
Everyone, say "awwwwwwww".
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Heh, well my sweet sixteen was pretty cool!
It was oh-kay la.
I tear-ed during the last hour of my birthday.
If you think it's cause I was moved to tears by what someone dear has done to me,
you got it reallyyyy wrong.
I was scammed by a friend I trust so much
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&that particular friend just told me to blog about my birthday.
Yes I am, my dear.
Haha :p
Okay la thanks for always making my birthday so special.
I'll never forget how you made me walk to my frontgate at midnight during my birthday last year,
telling me you were there.
&sadly, need I say more what happened?
I was scammed. Ugh.
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But anyway. That same friend, made my birthday special. (; That same friend, made my birthday different and good in that one bus ride. That same friend, made my heart smile with her sweet gestures and presents. That same friend, well, she's a friend I'd go a thousand miles for, or maybe a million. That same friend, is Emily Ng. Haha. I love you to the smallest bits and pieces :D And I think I love you more than you love me!
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And yes apart from her, I have had many other small and big surprises. Many small and big gifts. Many sweet and sour presents. Okay I'm getting groggy. It's 3am now. Heh.
But all those gestures, huge or tiny, they all meant a lot to me. &they all brightened up my birthday as much and very significantly! But I wanna really sincerely thank all those who made my birthday happen. &that includes a lot of people... Ah shall I name? It's gonna be a long list! Hm :<
Thank you for all you people have given me individually and group-ly. N317, family, Sexy O, and other really dear ones. My birthday would be yet just another day if not for darlings like you all. Then again, really, maybe not. Cause God really played the biggest part in it (; I know He was loving me on my birthday, and I'm sure He was showering His blessings upon me.
Yay! But yes my birthday would be different without the love of friends.
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So, in conclusion, my birthday was not too bad la! Had Jap buffet at Hanabi restaurant which was amazing :D Those sashimi.... Yum! Heh.
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Know what. I cabbed five times at least in the past week. My gosh. And in total, I am gonna spend about 200 bucks this week! :/ :) At least I don't think I have wasted a single cent, heh. Thank God for free lunches at Asia Conference man!
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Talking about Asia Conference, past few days have been a blast and mind-blowing! It's sad though I missed several sessions already! Seriously am gonna get the sermons! Though it means more money spent...... Ah. Benny Hinn today was a blast la. I think it's my best session by far. He moved so much in the Holy Spirit! I felt God really ministered to me! He began to revive the passion & love I have for Him. It was, beyond good. It was fabulous-to. Aaaaaaa. Haha. His sermon really blew me away! Benny Hinn rocks siaaaaaaa. I think I'm not really portraying how blessed I am. But hey all you readers, I am so very blessed todayyyeeeee. I am sure God did a work in my life today!! :D
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Tmr's the last day of AC. Meeting 7am at clementi. My gosh, I'm still awake now. How.... Haha. I'm quite tired after today. Try battling ushers! And a lot more. But oolala, am I super excited for the last day of AC! Glory to glory, faith to faith. The last day will be da-best. Da-best.
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Heh, blog again! Ciao!

HELLO WORLD! OS ARE OVER. Okay I'm like 5 days late in posting this. But yes! Os are over, and yours truly is having plenty of fun with the freedom she is enjoyinggggg! Anyway, just some photos and updates of the past few weeks.

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6th Nov- Bro's birthday! Happy birthday bro, and Junqi also!

13th Nov- END OF OS. Went Bettie's house, dyed my hair(failingly), had loads of fun. Then off to Minghui's for PM :D Great time it was. And then and then. We had supper at Clementi area! Prataaaa!
14th Nov- SGH, Clarke Quay, Bugis. Shopped, bought, blessed. Happy!
(No photos) :D
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15th Nov- BLINGBLING. It was awesome mannnnn! Heh, very enjoyable!

My cell rocks plenty!

16th Nov- Svc, Louis' water bap! Big big congrats to you, louisssss!
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17th Nov- Cityhall area, AMK, Ikea!
Had a job interview(or supposed to have), and fellowshipped with Shaunlee and guys(they are out of the world with their sec sch experiences), ikea-ed without enough money :'(
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Well, busy days of fun and freedom, heh!
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ANYWAYYYYY. IT'S SERENE'S BIRTHDAY AND NICK'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!
(I actually had a photo of them here, accidentally deleted it! ); Sorry guys)
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TO SERENE: You're one of the most fabulous friend and sister I've ever had in muh entire life. It's amazing how we can share with each other despite the age gap(heh) and differences in upbringings etc. You mean lots to me, love! Happy birthday! (; I'm so glad that God brought you into my life!
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TO NICK: I doubt you'd ever be reading this, but anyway, happy birthday! You're an amazing bro! Your dramatic-ness really causes me to can't help but laugh and smile, haha!
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ALSO, TOMORROW IS MY DEAR BETTIE'S BIRTHDAY!
You know you are more than words can describe. You are one of the few who has seen my ugliest and unglammest side, you rock plenty! &I love you, sista!
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I am tired man, it's 5am. &my oh my, I'm leaving home at 8plus. For dear ol' Bet's sake.
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&sometimes I begin to think and think....
&at the end of the day, I never really get it.

Oo, Gwen is back to post again!
Time flies, doesn't it!
It's just five more days to my very very last Olevel paper.
And TWO papers left,
I can't wait!!!!!!!
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Anyway. How were my papers? I'd say that, they weren't up to my expectations.
It's either 1) insufficient time 2) brain block 3) never study well 4) just wished I'd performed better
And looking back on all the papers, and how I feel about 'em all individually, I don't feel that good after all. Ack.
Ugh, but all in all, I've came this far in Os, struggled this much in different areas in my life during this crucial point of my life, fought many thoughts, failed many times.. And I'm glad I haven't given up on this race yet. & I ain't giving up the final lap neither. Last two papers, aces I'll get! :D
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I've got plenty I wanna do after Os. Of these are:

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#1, Bettie's house; for the plenty of things we've already decided we're gonna do.
(Oh no, Bettie again............................ I still love you plenty fat ass)
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#2, Movies!
Oh my gosh. The last move I watched was, Batman? Haha.
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#3, Bicycle-riding!
It's just one of those things I'd really love to do.
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#4, Look for a job.
I really need the cash.
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#5, I wanna serve more.
I'm a daughter of City Harvest, and I love to serve.
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#6, I really can't think of anything more, y'know.
So much for my plenty of things to do after Os. Hahaahhahahahhaha.
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#7, I wanna shop. I wanna splurge. I wanna spend.
Then again, I wanna save(ah dreadful).
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#8, I wanna exercise.
Now, don't you laugh. Haha. I may be thin. But hey thin people gotta exercise too!
Okay I am so not thin. But, yes. My sister started talking about cancer today...
I wanna exerciseeee!
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#8, I wanna sleeeeep.
Like, really, soon. Haha. Taaaa!
Blog again soon! :D
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P.S. God, please forbid people to sleep-wail.