Let me tell you,
it's gonna be a busy first week of holidays for me!
Uh huh..
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And hello world,
I still can't get over the sad fact that I'd be in HK during one of the most significant highlights of the June holidays/year - My church's youth camp!
D; emonessss.
I was actually looking forward to this getaway trip to HK,
til I realized it clashed with my youth camp.
Oh no.. Now I'm thinking, can my trip be postponed? ;/

O draw me away
Messiah today
To Your presence to stay
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After the first churchwide bible study on the Song of Solomon, I feel once again drawn back to my first love for God. I feel so in love with Him yet again. It was beautiful. I was overwhelmed man! I want to come back to a place, where everything else pales in comparison to Him; everything else is insignificant.
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I'm looking forward to the rest of the churchwide bible study lessons manxz! It's gonna be a superb month of June ;D
One of greater depth.
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Do not stir up nor awaken love
Until it pleases.

Help me Agape You, Jesus.

Hi, I want to blog so much about everything, but my faulty laptop is annoying me! :( someone please go with me to send my laptop for repair! :( ugh.
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Will blog soon! Churchwide BS was spectacular anyway! :}
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AND HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYEEEEEE :D

Dear God,
though I'm dying from all the studying..
& it's so hard to keep going on.
Please help me to not give up,
and keep doing what I have to.
Amen.

GP Content quiz tomorrow!
I'm less than a quarter done studying.
Awesomenessssss. :(

I'm spending my night now studying, listening to 987 FM on my hi-fi set, and getting distracted ever so often.
BUT STILL, the last time I've studied this hard, was during my Os.
& this just brings me back to that period of time..
& makes me reminisce.
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That period, though challenging, is very memorable.
I studied at different locations all over Singapore.
I often stayed out late cause I just can't study at home.
I studied with different friends, and grew closer to them.
I learnt to rely on God more, and manage my time better.
& be more disciplined.
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Aw, it brings back so much memories to be put in a similar environment once again.
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I miss Nanhua.
I miss 4/8.
I miss Sexy O.

Perseverance

Keep going on.

& they make me ask myself,
what did I do?
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It turned out a frustrating last week of school..
Many problems arising and streaming in, my gosh.
I woke up, praying God will help me sort things out.
May He restore all things in my life..
May I walk out of these a better person.
May the rest of the week turn for the better.
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To be strong,
to know what I want.
What He wants for me.

No longer seems to be what it used to be..
I've done almost all I could.
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After school today, I went NP to find Bettie to return her some stuffs I previously borrowed from her. Instead of just passing her her things, we ended up chatting and catching up with each other for about 2 hours. It's really nice to be able to spend some quality time with her again, and get to know what's going on in her life :) It also felt good to know I'm still always remembered and important to her, just as she is to me all the time.
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Thereafter, I went down to Vivo for Santy's birthday dinner with many other zone friends. We ate at Marche! It was a great time of fellowship, though I was feeling pretty tired. It was nice just hearing the rest talk haha. The food was yummaye too!
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And, now... It's back to my studies. Ah, geography! Three tests coming up on Wednesdayyyyy! :( :( :(

I DON'T KNOW MY ECONOMICS.
I CAN'T DO MY TUTORIAL 5! D;
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Question: Explain why one more pie lowers.....?
My answer: I don't know how to do! :(
(I seriously wrote this)
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Question: Explain what the firm should do......?
My answer: Increase prices? To maximise profits. WO BU HUI ZUO LA!
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Ha, I rock. I need to listen to Miss Ros' explanations tmr!

Goshes.
I'm overwhelmed, by the number of things I have to do and want to do.
I'm overwhelmed by the things I cannot do.
I think I can't sleep tonight.
I've so much work to do! So much to study!
What a torturous last week of school, seriously. :(
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Ah well..
Anyway, yesterday was a long and stretched day.
I had touch rug tournament from 8 to 4plus.
Thereafter, rushed home to bathe and headed for talentime at NTU.
I reached home only at 12 plus!
KO-ed once I reached home. Haha.
CONGRATS TO CREW 3047 FOR BEING OVERALL CHAMPION FOR TALENTIME <3
AND CHAMPION FOR THE DANCE CATEGORY.
I'M YOUR LOYAL FAN! :D
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Today we had Pst Mike Connell with us in church!
He's one of my favourite ministers.
His yearly visitations to our church always mark a new milestone in my walk with God.
God moved mightily in our service today, and in my life!
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More than ever, I desire to live my life out for You.
You are always first.
Oh God, I want to commit myself to You.

School ended at 2pm today. I was SUPPOSED to go home right after school and get some real good rest... Supposedddddddd. :(
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However, some things just don't go the way we have planned for it to >< Haha, ended up staying back in school with Yixxy and Shiyu to rot ;/ well, at least we had fun! A consolation despite my ruined plans and lost rest. Thereafter, I went down to queensway in search for a new nike waterbottle(which I already lost a bit many times; same brand same design same type!). I heard it was cheaper over at queensway.. But not really leh :( And thennnn, I went westmall for dinner with my Mom and Bro.
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Okay, in conclusion, I didn't get my planned rest! But it's okayyyy :)
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& Once again, I ate like a gigantic eater today. D;
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I was supposed to go jog! Supposeddddddddd, yet again. Hahaha >:(

"BELIEVING IS CHOOSING.
HAVING FAITH IS CHOOSING."

Gah! I've been having many mosquito bites recently!
These mosquitoes better watch out.
I'll show them no mercy when I see them.
Killlllll them all, before they attack me.
That is, if I can catch them :(
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Things I want to do during this June holidays:
1. Learn guitar {!!!}
2. Manicure + Pedicure {1 month holiday, finally}
3. Watch plenty plenty of dvds
4. Catch up with secondary school friends :O {I wantttttttt}
5. Hang out with everyone elseeeeeeeee
6. Cycling & swimming
7. Catch up with work
8. And of course, seeking God a lot.
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Okay, back to math! :/

Oh my gosh, I feel real hot now. Very stuffyyyy. Annoying.
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It's been tests, tests, tests for me.
Today was Econs and Lit tests, which apparently were not very good at all.
Pretty disappointed with Econs in fact. I couldn't finish my paper in the given time ;(
It was like all the info and answers were in my brain, but I just didn't have the time to pen them down. Sad.
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Tomorrow I'm gonna have math test, and I ain't done with my preparation.
I feel too irritated by the stuffiness and hotness to even study properly, roar :S
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After tomorrow, though, I'm done with my tests for this week. Phew.
Four more to come next week... :/
AND THEN IT WILL BE HOLIDAYS!
:D :D :D
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Prayer. Praise. Worship.
In unity & togetherness.
Day & night.
This life, I will seek to live.

I already watched the movie Angels & Demons.
It's a nice show :)
It was a little ununderstandable for me at the beginning,
but unfolded well towards the end.
It had a twist in the plot, which left me.. how should I say... pretty amazed.
Well, the plot's great, it ain't some "oh, I expected all these to happen" show.
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Basically I liked it, and feel it's worth catching.
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One thing I brought home from watching this movie:
Love speaks of sacrifices

I'm actually quite confused.

I just feel like,

throwing all my burdens, frustrations, vexations away

I don't wanna think..

It gets so hard

in this race that we run.

Nevertheless not my will,

let Your plans and desires manifest.

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I love you deep enough to say I will live for You.

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And I will keep on loving you more to keep on living my life for You.

You know what!?
I'm gonna jog in a while!!!
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Time check: 11:25 at night!
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I rock, forever doing weird things at weird timings!
But if you know me, you'd know I love the night a lot.
I like to sleep late, and wake up real late.
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But yes, this kinda life I can only live during the holidays.
That is why I love holidays so much..
And one of the reasons I'm looking forward to the june holidays! :)

My New Haircut

My New Haircut ;O
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Haha, my hair got a little more wavy-er cause it's thinner now ><

& I don't know if I can still tie my hair into a ponytail neatly D;

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Anyway school has been fine.

This week has been a more relaxing week for me,

as there isn't much homework nor any test.

However! There are many tests lined up for me in the next two weeks >:(

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But on a very much lighter note,

my long-awaited june holiday break is approaching!! ;D

YESYESYES! In two weeks' time!!

Oh I can't wait, I really can't. Heh.

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Lalala..

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Okay, before I even think of slacking, let me get down to some real work. Do some revision. I genuinely am too slack :'(

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Create in me a clean and pure heart

My Ne\

An evil someone stole my half-drunk chocolate milk, which I left in the fridge >:(
So... I opened a new packet :/
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Yum. It's 2:50 am. I just finished my econs essay, and drank my chocolate milk.
Gonna have some own time reading muh bible, then catch a wink of sleep!
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Have a great Tuesday, all ye people out there!

I wish I can be a wiser person.
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I don't want to always commit mistakes, then realize, regret and learn.
I want a kind of godly wisdom, that can stop me from making stupid mistakes as far as possible.
Especially when it is really within my control.
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Ain't no first time...
No, it isn't the first time that I regret the decisions I have made.
No, it isn't the first time I discovered my fault, when I just... thought longer. Or thought, more carefully.
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I wish I can be a wiser person,
who will listen more clearly and obediently to the promptings inside my heart.
Who will give a thought to those promptings.
And not, just pay attention to the situations I am in and nothing else.
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If I had a choice again,
I'd rather bear the bad, than ignore that prompting.
Than, to be a disobedient person.
A sillier person.
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How silly can one get-
To ignore despite warned,
by a voice deep within.
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I never want to do it again.
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Once again,
I wish I can be a wiser person.
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Thank God He is a God of second chances..
One of new beginnings.
One whose mercies rise with the new morn,
and whose grace is sufficient for me.
Thank God!!

I've many reasons to feel emo today..
One of which is the fact that I accidentally spilled water on my laptop yesterday and it's malfunctioning now. So sad. I'm gonna send it for repair soon. Thing is, I haven't signed up for the warranty yet ;( hope I can get it fixed free of charge :/
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Tomorrow's back to school, once again.
I've econs essay and chinese homework to do before I can retire for the day.. >:/
Yes I can do it!!
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School holiday today was well-spent anyway.
It was touch rug training, then PW, then studying at woodlands library, then then dinner with family, and finally late night grcery shopping! Initial movie plans with mom and bro was postponed to tomorrow though.
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Ah, irritating laptop is giving me problems :(

Time spent with beloved friends just now was aweeeesome :D
Got to know more zone members too, yay!

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Oh my gosh, it was not until today that I realized I'm superbly tanned ><

Really... Black ;/

I look like a monster in the pictures with the other girls. :O

Very very tanned!

I'm at Plaza Sing's starbucks now,
waiting for 8pm to come,
where I can meet some dear friends.
I can't wait to hang out with the zone mates again,
Richard Seewan Ravi etc etc.
:)
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Ahhhh, anyway just so I can surf the net,
I came to starbucks, and had to order a cuppa.
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I love starbucks, but now that I'm financially a bit tight....
SAD TO SEE MY MONEY LEAVE MY HANDS D;
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Oh yes, cell with the new n317 was a great start :)
May we grow strong and united in the Lord together!
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First love...
I remember the times in the past,
where I would wake up as early as 3am.
Go out of my house to the garden in my condo.
Just to do my qt.
It could get quite scary,
but then I felt it was all worth it.

And I thought true close friends share matters of the heart...

Oh yessss, it's friday tmr!
TGIF! :) :)
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& it's a school holiday next Monday!
Whoooosh. I'm so happy I can fly.
I can finally sleep in, or at least I hope.
:S
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It's horrible I have to end my school week with a long school day.
School ends at 5pm tmr,
but still, NO COMPLAINTS.
Cause it's still friday! :D
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I so want to catch up with my DVDs.
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Before that, let me catch up with my work! D;
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Mommy's day coming up!
I LOVE MY MOM!
I wanna do something special for her.
Hm...

It was friendlys today at Dempsey area.
Every match is a learning point.
I made several mistakes..
But I'll work on them.
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Wednesday tmr, earlier day!
I have always loved Wednesdays since secondary school days.
Cause Wednesdays are always early days.
Thus, rest days!
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I have a good idea of going home right after school,
turning on the aircon, then napping, qt-ing, and doing my work.
Yessah, days like that..
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Every thing else is changing & I don't feel the same.
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I wish I could stop time at the best moments of my life.
I wish I could have things go the way I want them to.
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I can't stop what must happen from happening,
but I can change my response towards it.

I want, and need, to love God for who He is
& not what He does.

When all else fails,
I must remember to guard my heart.
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Jealousy, kills.

Is this how it's meant to be?
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It's Monday today. Back to school.
Ah, had some Monday blues, or what ya call that. Felt sleepy during school time.
Thereafter, met Emily & went to IMM. Lunner-ed, and did some studying.
It's always nice & loved to spend time with a dear friend.
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Home now,
and I gotta get some work done.
Eeks.
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Thoughts in my heart;
Things I feel & think about...
To give what I can never keep, to gain what I can never lose.

4 dear ones have been transferred from N317 to various other cell groups.
They are none other than Serene, Justine, Jane & Aaron.
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I will miss them truckloads.
They aren't just members who have contributed much to the cell group,
they are my very good friends.
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It's hard and sad to let them go,
but I know that from here,
God is going to use them in even greater ways,
to impact and make a difference in even more lives.
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They are Minghui's missionaries,
and I am so proud of every single one of them!
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We'll definitely keep in touch.
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I can't wait for the day when I see you guys serving God in such tremendous ways.
I can't wait, I can't.
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This video is specially dedicated to all 4 of you:

N317 loves you all!

It was a longer weekend cause of Labour Day..
& thus, I had touch rug camp from Thursday to Saturday.
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The camp was fun and a nice time of bonding :)
I enjoyed it!
It's a type of camp I prefer.
More relaxing. It's like... A sleepover in school with dear friends.
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J2 & J1 Touchruggers
Da J1s!

Yummmm, Germaine's birthday donuts!

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Plenty of thanks to the seniors who planned this camp.

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Today was service with Rev Stephan Munsey then Sports League at pasir ris park.

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Ohmigosh, Rev Steve is a genious!

He's very talented, and he uses his talents to really portray the word of God so well and powerfully.

Service with him today was mindblowing, and presence of God was really strong..

His preaching brought the word of God alive.

One word to describe it- WOW.

I really hope he'll come back to minister to us in the next one year.

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Sports League at Pasir Ris park was cool too!

It was with the subzone.

Past three weeks with them have been great, yay.
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Poof, it's back to school again tmr.

May it be an awesome week for all of you out there, and myself too.

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