Yet Again

Today is YET AGAIN another sinful day,
cause I sinfully ate a lot :{
Ughhhh.

I bet you readers are bored reading about my eating adventures,
that are forever so 'happening'!

But to sum it all up,
remember I told you guys I was eating fries at 1+ am last night?
Oh, I fell asleep after that. Again!!! Third time D;
I conclude mac must work like sleeping pills for me. Ha.

And, in one night today,
I ate a huge bowl of ramen, bubble tea, 2 bowls of slICE ice(shared), 2 slices of sashimi.

With E as bfb(best food bud), I can't remember the last time I saw my weight decrease.
:S But not that I'd exchange that for anything ;D
E's za best!

My Heart's Cry

Who will take me back again?
Back to where I was and more.

No one else but You,
No one else but You.

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Crying out for a breakthrough,
Out from where I am to where He is.

WHO'S THE FAT GIRL IN THE MIRROR?

Sheeeeesh, I'm getting way too fat. I'm starting to get fat, and I'm on my journey to getting very fat.
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Before consoling me, hear what I have to say for myself...
1. I fell asleep after my MCSPICY UPSIZED MEAL at 3 am on Saturday!

2. I fell asleep after my large shaker fries at 12 mn last night :/

3. I woke up feeling really guilty cause I slept right after I ate sinful large fries. But that didn't stop me from eating 2 huge buns with filling. Then came lunch. And then came my very awesome and yummy and happy dinner with E at Ichiban Sushi. We spent 50 over for just 2 of us. So, guess how much we ate? Erps!! :/ We had a lot of icecream for dessert, just to let ya know :X thanks to me. I ordered 3 scoops of icecream. But then, I was so very full and bloated.

4. I came home to have a big bowl of green bean soup cooked by my granny

5. E bought me shaker fries for supper, and here I am eating it now. Just a little after my green bean soup! And a little bit more after my very filling dinner.

6. I haven't been really exercising in the longest time ever!!!

7. It's 1:20am now and I'm still eating my fries.

GWENNNNNN!!!!!!!!! CONTROLLLLL :( No obese Gwen please!
Will blog about wonderful dinner just now soon!

S for Stress

This week, I have..
Chinese test, Lit test, Econs test, Math test.
PW EOM due.
Graded econs assignmentS!
Countless Chinese homework*
GP essay

I'd appreciate it if you'd spend a min or so to say a prayer for me :D

*Not so important :P

All Things New

I'm at my all-time favourite hangout now.
I come here at least once a week.
I like doing work alone here :)
Where... It's a secret ;P

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Past week and so have been pretty rough for me...
Been through stressful and unpleasant moments.
Thought a lot, felt a lot, went through quite a bit.

And through it all, I felt so broken.

The past 2 days, I really felt God doing something in my life.
He stirred up something within me.
The whole desire to just build my relationship with Him proper.

It's time to start over.
Rearrange my priorties, focus on the things which matter.

I'm so excited for what God is gonna do in my life, in n317, in CHC from here on!
:}

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Oh oh, thankful for a h2h talk with Em last night on msn. Shrugs, nothing can feel better than being honest with one another :)

Journey Through The Valley

The thing is to, keep walking.
Never stop. Never give up.
Keep walking, keep persisting.
Til you reach the mountaintop.
'Cause you know you will.

Studies, studies, studies

Ugh, had my geography test today.
It's over between geography and I!!! :(
Sian, I did real badly.

I guess it's down to some real studying!
For the next 3 months.
Last lap sorta for JC1.
Don't give up Gwen!!

Saddened

God, save me!

Current Craziest ADDICTION

XOXO, GOSSIP GIRL.

Roar I am genuinely addicted to this show! :/ I spent 10 hours watching it today?? Gah. And still counting! Oh man.
I watched 20 episodes in 3 days!
It's super nice!
I hope it has a happy ending (i.e. Dan & Serena must really be together!!!)

Serena is super pretty anyway (3rd girl from the left) and Nat is very charming (2nd guy from left)!! Dan & Serena are meant to beeeeeeeee! >:/

We all like happily ever afters.

Not feeling too good.
Sometimes, you just don't know if you chose to take the correct path in different phases of your life.
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A consolation is God can turn what's bad around for good.

Oh man!

I'm slacking my weekend away! :(

Emotions that overwhelm,
overwhelm me.
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A little drained, emotionally.

No Other Like Her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARESTEST MINGHUI :) BFFYY, haha!
I really hope you've had a most wonderful and special birthday.
Just cause you are a most wonderful and special person, in my life and in others' too I'm very sure.
Thank you, really, for being just the person you are.
& I appreciate and love you for being you.
You are irreplaceable in my heart, and I'm so glad I've the privilege to learn and serve under you!!
Thank you for being my friend!


Just for the very awesome birthday girl!

Emily & her second leader :P

I love Minghui so much! I owe much of what I have today to her.

She's really one inspirational woman of great faith and love for God!

There's none other like her ;)

The Ultimatum

Omg I'm so sad. I just finished the entire serial of The Ultimatum. And... In the end, Tay Ping Hui and Fann Wong are not together!!!! How very sad :( Tay Ping Hui died. Sian. Roar. Okay sian. Nevermind. Hahahha.

Can you feel my distress over it? :/

Wo Men Shi Chinese

Chinatown-ed with CG after service on Sunday!
I love Dr AR Bernard! The messages he brings, are always so fresh and revolutionary.
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After lunch at Chinatown, we dessert-ed! Yummy! <3

N317 IS LOVE.

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So...... Little India next week, anyone?

3:45 am

Burnt the midnight oil physically with my dearest friend.

Keep Holding On

Don't, don't, don't throw in the white towel.

To my dearest friend on planet earth

Sorry babe for the many disappointing nights. :(
I really feel so sorry.
Worst still, when I found out how you went through so much last night...
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E, I'm sorry, I wish I could be there more for you.

SURPRISE, MINGHUI!

On Friday night was our cell's intricately-planned surprise birthday party for our ever dearest leader Minghui :)
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&I'm proud to declare that it was a successful surprise birthday party!!! Yay, like finally!! Minghui was genuinely shocked, hee :)

Us while waiting for our star of the night!

Our present for Minghui! Desigual top!! Nice? She looked really nice in it!

Happy birthday Minghui! You're a very important and special person in my life!

We had games there, led by the staff.


All of us

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N317 LOVES MINGHUI!

I LOVE MINGHUI!

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We hope you've really had a great time of celebration, our dearest leader and friend :)

My Refuge, My Strength

God, protect me from the negative.
Keep me from the bad.
Help me stand up again,
pursue You and this dream again.
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Draw me away,
and we will run after you.

Frozen In Track

Oh things aren't working out well.
Miracle, I need.
GODDDDDDD!
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I need Your grace,
to create a solution for the hindrances I'm facing.
I'm trying really hard,
Lord it's in Your hands.
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"Everything happens for a reason";
at least I know everything I go through now
is part of a story moving towards a happy ending.
:)
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The really beautiful thing is,
through all the disappointments and hassles,
and extra troubles and vexations...
I feel this peace.
Peace that makes me not fret.
Peace that whispers in my heart, God will see me through.
Everything's gonna be alright.
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It's something different :)

Love Is Ridiculous

Yes, love is ridiculous.
I've made this ridiculous statement, because I feel genuinely that love makes you do ridiculous things. Things you've never imagined yourself doing. Not just going one extra mile, but all the way out.
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Love made me persistent. Love made me sacrifice. Love made me travel the distances. Love made me wish I can outgive myself...
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Love caused one God to humble Himself, kneel by the feet of His followers, and wash them.
Love caused one Man to give up His all, bear all the sorrows of His loved ones, and die just so He could save those whom He love.
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Love is ridiculous.

For without love, I am nothing.

INSANITY

Omg, it's an insanely busy week for me! >:/
And today is a busy day. Due to this busy-ness, I cabbed a total of 5 times!!! Just today! :(
Sian, heart break to the max. Can you feel the pain???
:/
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& so! I spent about $50. Oh sheesh.
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Oh God, let everything I lay my hands on prosper. Let everything eventually work out for the best. In Your hands.

Don't take too long to say 'I love you' to the ones you love
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Don't live today to regret yesterday
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Every step I take;
may I do it right & carefully..
Unto You.

Turning Back Time

SATURDAY;
Had our first CG meeting after a 5-week long break cause of churchwide BS. It was great! :) Fellowship was very cool. Heh, we had steamboat yay! Minghui cooked really yummy soups.
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Then, a few of us went to town. To window shop.

& eat nice desserts. We ate at this place called slICE.

Yummy!

Very beloved CG members! <3

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SUNDAY;

Zone Service!!! It was a very very very blessed time! Bro Ed preached a really impactful and powerful message. Was so touched by it. Solvitur Ambulando.

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After that, we had a good time of fellowship at our very ET zone Back To School party :D

Had dinner with dear cg, and headed home. Where I unfortunately overslept and missed my bus stop, for the 4748290th time. :/

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MONDAY;

PW. Study @ Jurong West lib. Met BFE Emily.

We had Jap for dinner! GUESS HOW MUCH? My gosh!

Everything costs $45. Gasp.

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To end, I'm glad that this holidays

I got to spend more quality time with my BFE/BFFY.

I fellowshipped with my cell group more!

Had a very good and essential rest.

Loved my family more.

Visited a nice country.

Bought many new things!

& most importantly, encountered God dearly.

:)

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Now, it's time to...

Study harddddd!!

Cherish my loved ones more.

Love God deeper!

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Greater things have yet to come!

Goodbye Most Beloved!

Tomorrow I'm officially going to say a big(maybe not) hello to school life once again.. After a 5-week-1-day break. I genuinely love holidays. It's never too boring. Never meaningless. Always fulfilling, and pretty much happy :D

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Well, for now, just gonna enjoy school... And look forward to my next nice break! :P

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The past few days have been packed man! And so will the next few days be! So much to do, so little time! So many people to catch up with, but time is limited! I gotta use my time wisely!

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& Very very soon, my bro will be flying to Australia. And staying there for 3 years ;( I'll miss him!

My kor is an amazing and special dear one to me.

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Regrets.

I don't wanna feel them, nor make the people around me feel.

Don't do the devil's role.

One-day Republician

I was a Republician yesterday! :)
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Went for breakfast at cwp, reported for school at around 9. Then knocked off at 330. Ha :D
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I kinda like RP. Cause they provide quite a cool environment, for studying. And to be happy. Ha :P so much better than muh school :X

I spent a few hours here. The library. It was quiet, and pretty empty. :D
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Love the fact they have so much sockets. Now I know where to go if I can't find a good seat with a socket nearby in Starbucks ;)

The sticker which allowed me access throughout the school.

Oooo my lovely corner. :} Was doing my work there while waiting for bffy. It's really a notbad place. A cushion would make it perfect :p

The school has a high ceiling. Cool (Y)

Bffy who brightens up the day! (L)(L)

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The cafe in RP was cool too. Oh my. Sometimes I do think I'll like poly life.

Ah well :) all happens for a reason! Even JC life. Heh.

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Hope I can visit RP more!

(though it's a dangerous place to be at now)

When the stage is bare tonight
There's noone else
Just You and me.
When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense
I'm on my knees.
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1) I'm frustrated with my laptop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you've been talking to me on MSN recently, you'd know why. All the stupid `````` keep appearing. Hate it, oh I hate it!
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2) So much to do, so little time! So little will!
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3) I'm going to change my blogskin again.````````
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A :( for the above.

SIAN
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Sigh! Sian! I spent quite a while today at JE library, looking for newspaper articles for my PW EOM. Not just time, but money too! You have to pay to access their databases you see. And thinking I finally found the articles I need, I left the library happily. But oh my, now I realize my articles aren't very reliable. Siannn. Things don't work out so well for me when I wanna get down to serious work. Bahhh.
Well, it's alright! Guess I just gotta hit the library again!!
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:)