Sick...
I just read Mr Soh's reply to my PI.
So many changes he advised me to make.
But, it's 1:20 am already!
How to editttt ;(
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Besides, I still have
1. Lit
2. GP TCA
3. Geog graded assignment
4. Video project
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AHHHH.
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On a lighter note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER TAN!
I LOVE YOU LIKE ANTS LOVE PEANUT BUTTER.

I just came back from night swimming not long ago.
It was amazing, I feel happy now :)
(it's 11 at night now by the way)
It wasn't just a physical time for me down at the pool,
but really a soultime as well.
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I was the only one swimming,
it was quiet.
And the stars in the night sky were pretty.
Calming & really relaxing..
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When everything else begins to quieten down,
and slows down,
it's when you get more sensitive to God.
His words.
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"Don't live in the next moment,
when God isn't even done with this"
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More nights spent at the pool for me!
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I looked at the stars in the sky,
it's as if they were connecting with me.
I thought in my heart-
what were His stories behind all these stars;
I really wanted to know.
How magnificent and beautiful His creation is,
Oh, amazing is He.

Today is yet another fat day :(
Burp.
I'm gonna be like the above if I don't stop eating like a pig.
I had Wanton mee + carrot cake at 4.
I had fillet-o-fish meal upsized at near 7.
GEE. I'm so gonna bloat and burst! :(
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If you see a part of me near you, do pick me up and bring it to Bukit Timah Road to piece me back together.
Thanks!
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I'm gonna swim later tonight,
I hope.
I'm sooooo full!

Hello,
I'm currently eating the third time in 4 hours I guess.
I had
1. An entire plate of shrimp dumpling noodles + carrot cake
2. Green tea sundae + sashimi + weird mochimochi
3. Steamboat
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LOL. And before you think it's because I didn't eat during the first half of my day, you are wrong.
I had my breakfast, lunch, teatime, much snacks and fruits all the same.
>< What is wrong with me these days seriously.
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Tmr I've got touch rug friendlys at NJC.
Gosh, don't ask why I sprint like a cow tmr.
:(
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I'm seriously scared I become a cow.
The way I look. My size. D;

Oh no, this is worrying.
I'm on this I-can't-control-my-appetite, I-really-need-to-eat thing.
I just keep wanting to eat, and keep eating.
Bah. ;(
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Do all shops have the clothes size XL?

I desperately need a movie partner for 17 Again!
Date me?
Zac Efron is, whooooooooosh.

Best friends

The genuine close friends I have,
I can number.
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It's funny, or maybe even beautiful,
that even after a long time,
even after I have met all sorts of people,
my close friends remain;
those same few ones.
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My prayer is that their names will forever remain so close to my heart,
through the rest of my tomorrows...

I always like to go for the double-portion,
be it in a good or bad way.
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I do not feel like doing my work );
Depressing to think about it.
Roarrrr.
Go Gwen!

'Cause mistakes are inevitable...
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If you do not fall, you never will know what you are lacking in.
A moulding process.

I'm really one very sentimental person.
Memories, and the love that comes along with something, matter a lot to me.
They are what make an object valuable to me.
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I find it hard to part with things that contain memories..
I love looking back and reminiscing once in a while,
thanking God for the good and bad times.
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I still keep the gifts my pri sch best friend Brenda gave me.
Every letter, every present, even the plastic bag that she put the present in.
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That's the kind of person I am.
(;
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I'm really an S woman.
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P.S. Oh yes, that's why my room is full of "junk", as my mom calls it.

The urge to keep eating,
as always. :S

Great is Your love, Abba Father

You're my salvation from above

Jesus, You're more than I deserve

Your love rescued me...

Fish&Co-ed with dearest Em :) This indeed is, The Best Fish & Chips in Town (L)
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All the best for year 2, Emly.
May it be a good and fresh start for you, starting tmr.
You have my support through it all.
Lovelove.
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All the best to the new poly students toooooo.
Bets, Jasmine, Huiwen, Justine, Ian...
Jiayou! You loved ones will make it through the three yrs in poly I'm sure!
With many many great memories.

Hot milo + marshmallows soaked inside = MAMAMIA!
*finger lickin' good*
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Tmr's gonna be a great day :D

:(
HEE

Thursday has been an alright day.
Ended off pretty well; with a dinner with Mariko Cat & Act-cute after trug.
:) had lots of fun & laughter.
Really lots of laughter, hahaha.
We just love making fun of one another!
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Shiyu aka act-cute totally burped out loud, AND THEN covered her mouth and said, "okayokay, I cover my mouth."
SHE BURPED ALREADY, STILL COVER FOR WHAT?!
And mind you, it didn't just happen once. Happened about three times!!
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These days have been different;
a little more "colorful",
or maybe just. Different.
The people I got to know etc etc.
Just as I was telling Minghui,
"the bigger the breakthough, the more the challenges"
:O scary!!!
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Another phase I go through,
With that feeling of uncertainty that tugs at your heart..
You look left, and you look right.
You wonder how things can turn out.
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It's yet another time for me to learn,
to rely on God more.
Dependence, whole.

Hello rest of the world,
what have you offer me?
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There's never a comparable one,
but sometimes we're all not good enough.
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God..
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Never take one's words too lightly sometimes.
You never know.

My gosh,
I haven't exercised in 5 days,
cause I was sick,
& I genuinely feel weird & bad.
I feel fatttttttt :(
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Noooooooooooooooo.
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Can I settle being just second?
I wonder...

"Run, & not grow weary"

I got hit by a high fever the past couple of days.
Saw a doc, and got an MC for today.
But I'm recovering well & good.
Thank God :)
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Catch me back in great action at JJC tmr.
HAHA :D

Wow, it sure was a fruitful and amazing Easter period.
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A few scenes of the Easter drama The Final Solution really impacted me deeply:
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- When Silas' leg was badly injured and he pushed himself forward to touch Jesus' foot
When we are really desperate for a breakthrough in our lives, we plunge ourselves forward and seek to touch God, even if it's just the hem of His garment, knowing that just one touch of God will change our lives.
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- When Silas stretched out his hand to touch Jesus' foot
Our relationship with God ought to be a two-way thing. Now that we know God gave His Son for our salvation, God doesn't expect us to just sit there and wait for His blessings to pour down over our lives. He wants to see our faith and our initiative. "If we take one step towards God, He will take a million steps towards us" First, we must always take that one step. Silas first stretched out His hand, and his healing came. Christians first walked down to the altar, and Jesus became their Lord. We sowed, then we reaped.
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When we are really hungry for a breakthrough in our lives, I guess we ought to do something unusual, to move in a different spirit, to show God our faith. & let our faith move His hands.
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- When Jesus was being whipped and a follower jumped on Him and covered Him, to protect Him from the whipping.
This part genuinely made me tear. I want to be like that follower, I want to have that kind of love for Jesus. To protect Him when I see Him hurt.
When people badmouth Him etc...
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- When Pilate announced that Jesus was to be crucified, and Silas set free.
I never really could understand why. A Man who knew no sin chosen by the people to be crucified over a sinner. A world blinded by the devil.
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- When Silas knelt down before the cross Jesus was hung on
Silas said, "I killed the man, but You took my place." I sinned, Jesus took my place.
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- When Jesus carried the cross and was on His way to His crucifixion
Each time the whip came down upon Him, it tore His skin & flesh. The frustrating pain, that suffering He bore, just so we can be set free from our poverty, emotional despair, sicknesses and be brought back together with God.
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It was indeed an amazing & revelational Easter.
Cheers!

On Good Friday
A price was paid, a sacrifice was made.
For you, and for me.
Nothing was ever the same since.
My life was surely changed.

No greater love had anyone than this.
No other would do this,
or could do this

These are my classmates,

these are ruggers.

Me without the 'touch'.

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This is a random post.

Manicure!

I did manicure today,
with Emy at Lot 1.
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I was very happy and satisfied with my nails initially.........
Until, on my way home, while I was boarding the bus,
and carrying my very heavy bag,
disaster stuck.
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My left hand was slightly ruined,
but my right hand was EVEN MORE RUINED :(
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MY LEFT HAND. Still not bad!
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MY RIGHT HAND. Check out my index finger.
Most of the nail polish scraped offfffffffffffffffff :(
And the other nails aren't really very perfect either :(

VERY EMO LEH.
I am really quite sad about my ruined nails
SIGHSIGH.

Good Friday, Saturday, Sunday.
Long weekends.
HOORAHHHHHH.
Thank God.
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OH OH OH.
I AM GOING HK.
Dream come true.
I so so wanted to go overseas!
During the June holidays!
Whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
YAY :)
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God's so good to me!

A secured heart, I ask for.

Nothing I do, let it be out of bitterness.

Everything, part of Your great big plan.

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The eyes of God...

may I begin to see through.

Don't miss the most exciting drama this Easter.

The storyline's gonna be fresh and entertaining,

one you had never seen before.

Let me know if you're interested! :)

You're more than welcomed to join us for

THE FINAL SOLUTION!

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I'm excited for my long and packed weekend, wooosah :D

God,
You made me believe in this thing called love.

Today was the rugby tournament between JJC and NYJC.
I went down to Tampines to support the ruggers with the others :)
JJC won NY 44-0.
Good job, JJ.
It was an awesome match, I felt. Heh.
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Tmr's trug training at 10am.
Breakfasting with Javier, Winston, Mary before that.
May we all be able to wake up.
:D
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After that's drama!!
COME SUPPORT GWEN LEH. :@
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Emy's coming back in 2 days, whooooosh.

It's one busy week.

I'm packed all the way from Monday to Friday,

from morning til night.

Have been so busy especially cause of drama practices.

I'm gonna stage a mini church drama on Saturday,

at Clarke quay in the afternoon.

Do come support if you can,

it'll be very much appreciated :D

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Contact me if you're interested :)

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Sometimes I do wish I get 48 hours in a day.

But I guess 24 hours is just right.

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Yet another 2 am!